i don't understand why,
but maybe ignorance is blissful.
sometimes i silently cry,
when my heart feels really painful.

i don't understand why,
every time i see you with that guy,
i look away, i try,
i tell myself a lie.
"you still care," my mind said.
how long do i have to wait
for you to see that
you're everything i had?
i don't want to lose it,
you're everything i need.
but you're blinded,
you'll never see you're all i ever wanted.
please don't turn me round and round like a circle game,
tell me what's on your mind.
life would never be the same,
if we had all the time.
but it's impossible.
i know its inevitable.
and i lost.
i'm lost.
and now i know
its time to let go.